F&J

F&J stand for February and January.

She grasps the handles by the strings she gently placed
Resenting grace in every stencle trace she can't erase
The cracks on this shifty stage and the misty gaze
Shine light on new beginnings in this weary age
Here come the waves like a train shaking her brace
And she can't relate to any f*****g bleeding face
So praise today even when you can't find your way 
Just for a change of pace try to feign the pain

She painted life with her heart not tenacious minds
The gracious skies dripping rainless lies
Still can't say goodbye with impatient time
Shameless rhymes wont help me save my crimes
Shake my shrine collapse til I'm rightfully scorned
Deceitfully mourned til the bore is righteously sown
Anxiety flows within my binary codes
Propriety shown faces undeniably show fiery stones