once upon a very dark and a very trembling beauty

once upon a very dark and a very trembling beauty, by paul j dwyer

November 3, 2011 at 10:35pm

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in a rebellion of sleeping

dreams birth a new love

as the rising sun 

carries with it

inspiration

to a rythym of 

light 

and

singing

soulfulness

 

 

expanses of song

 

 

my

song

my

story

my

words

my music

a messy conglomeration

of a life

 

 

culture now is an enticing kiss with the tongues

and i am old

i noticed gray hairs yesterday

while

winter's embrace is near

which is kind of nice

 

 

i am here with you in this moment 

because real hugs are better with no televisions in the mind

and love making is an ancient relic to this brain

nearly 

 

 

i am here 

all

for

the

cusp 

of 

real true emotional reaction

the reaching towards

 

 

and the words are written in memory 

created art

no one will ever know

 

 

and i deduce my needs

with sincerest aspirations

of full self

after surreal years 

when 

i hardly gave a damn 

the story is best in simple 

terms 

in clear rules

...

LISTING about what you cannot change

 

 

truth is 

adapted to this modern exchange

 

 

a conflict of loathing wishingness

i will never be free til i attain 

a 100% inclusive strong loving heart

or abandon it 

entirely

to a fickle 

blow off

and scoff

 

 

as a woman and the city and the night

and a bottle

tell me only this:

these poems are nothing