I'm sorry

Okay, this not exactly a story I'm not quite sure what this would be put into as far as a category goes. But for the last few weeks I've been nothing more than a b***h to everyone, especially to the one that I love so much and this is the and only way I c

     I know that I've been nothing but unpleasent lately and I know you only want to know what is wrong, but I don't even know.  I don't know what is going on in your mind as these words fly into your ears and I don't know what is in your heart as your mind repeats these words, but I do know what is going on in mine.  I'm sorry is all that is being said in every part of my being. Tears had been shed everytime something is siad or done. What do you want me to do? I know what you want so you don't have to tell me. I see the answer everytime I look into your eyes. It's in plain sight just past your unshed tears. You want the happy me back. I want that me back too. I don't know what is going on inside me but I have hatred to everyone. I love you and I want to be with you but I have hate inside me right now. It must be something that's not involving me but something else, something inside deep within me, maybe my soul? I'm not sure but I do know that I love and I want to be with you and that I'm sorry for your tears that have been left unshed. But for all the tears you left unshed I shed for you. 

Author's Note

This is personal but I'm an open book. But you have any ideas on what may be the cause of such unpleasent feelings please feel free to share. Thanks

Reviews

[reca-becca]

Well if there is something going on at home then that would definatly be the case. Or if you're having trouble with your friend(s), that would be very saddening. Or it could just be womanly problems. :) but whatever it is, I hope you find it soon, and I hope that you fell better1 excelent appology by the way! :D
stay strong,
reca-becca
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[Lexi]

That was beautiful. I'm going through the exact same situation right now, and I know it really hurts. I'm sorry and I hope the situation gets better.
On a happier note, that was beautifully written. I loved the word choice.