Journal- July 5, 2009

     I had work today. I didnt do anything at it, i was so bored watching people pass by me as i was watching their wrists for little strips of red paper that singnifys their entry to this all you can eat BBQ. I met new people today. Cool people, a******s, hot chicks,the works. I asked one girl if she wanted a hug to because i called my brother a nerd and gave him a hug to make him feel better hahaha he punched me and one of his coworkers were looking at us so i asked her if she wanted a hug to. She politely declined. I've began taking what E-man said into account, that its easy to talk to chicks when you dont care what you say around them, or something like that i forget. Now i talk to them even more. Though i still think they dont like me at all its still fun to talk to them and make jokes and act like an idiot ( i even started dancing to some weird music they couldnt stop laughing). Looking back though i think i should have started this before, maybe things would have been different. Who knows? I certinally dont. Something else happened today, i was standing looking at the people who visited the amusement park and i saw something. A little boy was crying by one of the rides, people were areound him trying to help him but he wouldnt pay attention. He just kept on crying but then a lady came up  to him and the boy just stoped and ran into the ladys arms and a smile formed on his face. That made me think of a saying i heard not to long ago

" To a child, Their mother is God. "

     Honestly i dont want to work anymore, I just wanna write!! F**k eveything else, money courrpts people, n work just slows them down. But i must, i have to, A story a day. I wanna write a story a day. five pages top. But its only a dream. I dont know what to do, about anything, A doctor? Writer? Bum? what the f**k!! I guess just wait and see.

         well good bye

        Nick A.

Reviews

[ruth]

well im glad your opening up a bit with girls. and yea u cudve started that before. maybe you wouldve been much better, like more confident and all that stuff.