She dies

Why?

Why now?

God, You told me not to worry

You told me everything will be alright

As so much Pokes and prods

You looked like a mess

So pale

Eyes half closed

Tears streaming

As i held you in my arms

You told me

That you will make it out alive

Then you drew your last breath

Your eyes closed

Heart stood still

And in a second

You left

" NO!!" I screamed

" Please God no!!"

I held your lifeless body

Never letting go

As those Nurses and Doctors hidden behind white masks

Tore at me to release you

I held on screaming

" No, Pease not now!"

Rage built in me

I turned to the demons behind white masks

" Shes not dead!"

" Wake up, Please!"

I held her

Stroked her hair

" Please wake up , I still need you" I whispered gentely in her ear

"Please, Mom wake up"

She never did

She looked so peaceful

So beautiful

There they left us

Mother and son

Together

I kiss her on the head

" I love you mommy"

I will see you again

Author's Note

Im crying now. .

Reviews

[ruth]

thats creepy... i barely read this and i swear nick, i had a nightmare, and it was pretty much about wat u wrote. the tears i saw in my dream and everything, i couldnt sleep last night because i kept waking up... ur a great writer and it shows it through ur poems and ur writings. alot of emotion.....

[E-man]

ouch dude.. You can never be ready to let go of someone you loved your whole life not now not after years and years they're one of the few people who will ever be with us through thick and thin trust me i know what its like to let go of someone that was there for me for 14years but if it was mom at that point and time you would have never meet me not you nor ruth would have meet me but im here and i only caused your insecurities and brought confusion to her yet you guys call me a good friend goddam you guys would be better off with out me I'm sick of saying sorry but i am a really am. I try being there for you guys i hear you guys out i say I'm the problem while you guys say i help you guys out but I don't see how its all my fault as for your mom she's a great woman she really is you shouldn't think of her death its not going to do you any good you'll never really be ready for that moment no matter how ready you think you are you'll cry your eyes out that day if you get to see it hell if my mom died i know id be on the ground crying with nothing in this world but time that would ever stop me from crying not you or ruth or anna or anybody else i'll just get over it slowly but i would never forget her completely god she brought me to this world and tho i hate it i still thank god she did cause i had the pleasure to meet her very deep poem god i guess i just rambled on huh? but yeah great write you see you are a hell of a better writer than ill ever hope to be yet you don't believe it