Dream?

This is mine. . .

Jesus

I wake gasping for air. No air. .nothing in this blank space. Eyes closed. I try to move. .sharp points perice my skin. Pain shoots through my body. .i cant scream. Eyes open. .blackness there is nothing but it. Human evolution has provided us a way of seeing in the dark. .i regreted that certin ability at that very moment. I look around nothing. .i feel water drip down my body. .no not water. .Blood. Im suspended in midair bounded by barbed wire. Every move every flinch. .and the bonds get tighter. Shh. Footsteps. I know who it is. .i know this place. . .i have been here before. Last time i gave in. . .will it happen again? Years. .Days. .Minuntes. seconds. .all spent killing everyone. .that is his dream. "Hello again my dear friend" he speaks so softly yet it seems as though he screams. I dont reply. . i cant even look at him. "Fine then. . I'll do the talking for both of us". I hear his footsteps getting closer " Its happening again. .yes shown in a different light of course. .but the same principle still remains" I feel his eyes burning my skin. .still i dare not look up. They very sight of him will bring memories. . the ones that i hated yet loved at the same time. .memories of death. "You know" i feel the bonds get tighter. .the sound of ripping flesh fills my ears. "We are alone now" fingertips on my face. "Where did your saviors go? huh? they all left you". "no" i whisper. . barley heard im out of breath. .out of life."Whats that? i couldnt really catch it". "I said no!! They did not leave me! Here in my lonliness they still stand! Their presence!" I look at him in the eye . .my eyes widen. .my heart stops. I look at myself . . jesus he looks exactly like me. .but is all different. "But that presence is fading and you know it" he says never looking away. .always he gaze meets mine. "and even you know. .that in time their presence will be gone completly. . they will leave to pursue their greatest dreams" I look down.. down into the abyss that awaits me. He grabs my face and raises it "I am just as you. .as you are of me. Let me ask you something". bonds loosen . .blood flows freely from the fresh wounds. "How will you be able to face this hatred . . when you want to bring peace? how will you overcome this hatred for mankind and all its doing?". Tears. .. tears flow. ."I dont know". . "im sorry your gonna have to speak up". . rage. ."I dont know! God i dont know anymore! F**k! F*****g god i dont know! Someone save me! Someone give me the answer! What should i do! " I scream fighting as the bonds get tighter almost slicing me in half. He runs at me stops only mere inches away from my face. .he whispers" Let me out ! give me your heart and i shall destroy all that gives you pain!" I lurch forward"NO! no i will not! I'd rather die! God i wanna die!

I scream this blank space begins to tremble and shake he smiles and says softly. ."It only a matter of time. .till i break what little resistance you have left" Screams fill me ears. .mine. .i jump out of my bed. ..no one heard my screams. .no one comes to reasure me . . i dont blame them. .look at the time. .3:00. no one to call. .everyone is asleep. I go out into the night time chilly air and up on the roof. no tears. .nothing. .i am empty. .i look up at the night sky. .the stars are the only ones here that watch over me. the rest are lost in their own worlds. I never blame them

Reviews

[ruth]

wow nick,
thats very detailed and it created a vivid image in my mind as i was reading. the emotion in it is very real...
ur a great writer=)... love you=)