Paranoid suicide ending

ok that was one ending im considering for the paranioa thing im working on umm yea might be a good way to end it him shooting himself then realising that even tho he ended one hell another waits for him. .haha irony i love it ill post the other later or

The wind howls! ITs screeching!! OH GoD my Ears thEy are BleeDing!! God I canT sTand it AnymOre! This must end now! i cant take the pain anymore. .they are surrounding me! You demons! get aWAY from me! please! oh. . No! no i dont want this anymore please i want it to stop! Theres only one way. . only one under the matress its there my salvation! my hand reaches for it. . cold. .it gleems in the moonlight. .im sorry its the only way to rid myself of this touture. .This is what isnt it! Devil! This is how u wanted it to end! Am i JUst another one of your games?!? Was i just made for your amusement? GoD CANT YOU SAVE ME!? Where the f**k are you! where is anyone. . .. . The Cold barrell tip touches my head . .. right below the ear. .make it quick. ."im sorry" to everyone. .friends. .brother. .and to my love. .im sorry to all . .i just couldnt take it anymore. ..  i scream. .. i scream. . i scream. .windows break . .glass falls. . POP. . one shot all it took. . he is free. There are no more winds , no more demons, no more pain. .and as the arms of death reach up and claim their prize. He sees darkness. . . he is afraid. . he is alone.. .