paraniona?love?

this one is not supposed to be all demented and paranoid here we see a softer side oh him seeing that through all this terror he still wants to protect those he loves. . .even from himself

She came today. . my beatuiful guardian angel dressed in pure white. She came and tried to rescue me from this hell. It was all in vain. Im lost in this darkness. . is there anybody that can save me? They haunt me like shadows that dance across the walls hungry for blood. im afriad i cant go outside this house . .this room is the only place thats safe. She came in,i couldnt stop her. . i didnt want to i need her to be with me. I stared into her beautiful eyes as she spoke to me, asking me to go outside where i would be most vaunarble. . .heh surpised she still cared about me. Here i stand torn clothes have bathed in two weeks nor shaved .. .i whisper "no. .im sorry but i cant to much stuff i have to do" a rightous lie. Her light dimmed "oh ok" and with that she was gone.. and i know sit alone only accompanied by my demons. I only wish there was another way

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[ruth]

ok, this character just confuses me, if he needed her, then why didnt he just say to her to stay? i know that the demons are still lingering in that place, with him, in his mind, but couldnt she have stayed she saw him? He was in bad conditions and apperently, he hasnt bathed or shaved in 2 weeks. sort of reminds me of House of Leaves.
-ruth