After All (Killing Forever & Always)

For An Ex. I Miss Him.

I remember our many memories
Through watery eyes
That’s right, I cry
And that fact I wont deny
After all this time, I still cry
I cry, weep, wail, bawl
Only now to think that you didn’t love me after all

I gave you so much of me
Hoped for things I know now will never be
And from all I gave you, from the memories, I try to flee
For my heart has no more delight and glee
So leave me be, I’ll bang my head against this wall
Because I don’t think you really loved me after all

I shiver and shake
I miss you so much
The way our hands together clutched
And the tiny kisses on my cheek
I almost think that I may shriek
To know at one point I didn’t see my future as bleak
So on my hands and knees I crawl
Since I don’t think you really loved me after all

You really put on a great charade
You made me really believe
That someone like you could love someone like me
You ruined my love for the one I love now
I’m so scared to give him my heart
For fear he’ll be like you and rip it apart
I’ve lost all trust, and you turn your head as you watch me fall
I really think you didn’t love me after all

Your gone, so far away from who you were
I don’t know you anymore
My heart and mind filled with hate and gore
The one I have now, oh, he loves me so
But there is one last thing I have to know
Why did you kill forever and always? I ask, almost dead on the floor I sprawl
Did you really love me after all?

Reviews

[your a challenge!]

megan is this the poem i read at lunch that one time?

[KAREN]

This was so emotional! I love the flow and how you ask the questin at the end as if knowing would help bring closure!

[KATHY SUE SILLS]

This was so well written, the pain and anguish could be felt through out the poem, the flow was excellent!