She was here, but now she’s gone And I feel a profound change When the anger has no fuel All aggression slips away She’s composed of ash and bone And a void that will not heal The hand that I’ve been dealt Doesn’t have enough to deal There are times when I am okay And don’t resent you for letting go Sometimes I wander an empty house Expecting you to show I know I shouldn’t hold on to guilt But I wish I could patch a thing or two All I can do now is move ahead And fill the void with something new
i sat hemming pants for the jrotc at my daughter's high school yesterday, some kid i never met kept calling me mama burns. there are little things that we must remember when someone we love is lost. for instance, my dad has had more to say to me since he died than he ever did while he lived.
much love to you
Posted 10 Years Ago
10 Years Ago
Thanks. My mother doesn't talk to me, but I do like looking at the bone shards in her ashes from tim.. read moreThanks. My mother doesn't talk to me, but I do like looking at the bone shards in her ashes from time to time.
a bit of a different side of you - which I personally like - We all have our personalities, our personas our styles. This one breaks away a bit. It's serious, transparent, I related to it well I suppose because I lost my dad in 2009.
Posted 10 Years Ago
10 Years Ago
What most people don't understand is that I have my different facets and phases that I go through ac.. read moreWhat most people don't understand is that I have my different facets and phases that I go through according to what's happening in my life. I have my real life poetry and I have my drunken crazy poetry. I am "somewhat" human, and I feel the things everybody else does.
10 Years Ago
somewhat human. Yes, I would admit that I am somewhat human at times. Whether I want to be or not.
Commanda Panda is a screenwriter and owner of indie film company Commanda Panda Productions. At one time he was more of a poet and lyric writer, but now he only writes poems and lyrics from time to ti.. more..