Can you hear my words? Can you feel my pain?
It’s like I’m dealing with numbskulls even when I dumb down
what I explain.
I’m so alone in my home and so alone in a crowd.
I can connect with people in some Internet cloud,
But the people around me feel like they’re farther away.
So many people act puzzled at the things that I say.
I’m not joking about this. There’s no grin on my face.
Sometimes I feel angry when I feel out of place.
And lately that’s been the only consistency.
I’m always asking myself why does it suck to be me.