A Future Poem 4 U

deja vu and signs...what's it all mean?

It’s too late.

No, I didn’t stop lovin’ U
U stopped callin’ me

U said u already have regrets.
U said u’ve been lost
since I’ve been gone from your life.

U
are one of those wondering entities.
We
are star crossed lovers.

I think I might have been Bob Marley.
I might have been Holiday too.
I think U were my strange fruit, and
I just can’t seem to keep U.

Jazz under the stars…
It’s Duke Ellington meets John Cage.
There are cars
light flow rhythmic traffic
light rail trains and buses…

The full moon…
She’s shining bright, and
I can’t help but to keep looking at her
and asking silent questions.

There’s Jim to my left, and
Jim’s future self in the foreground.
Going back and forth buying drinks
for the home hair colored blonde.
Both have a thing for that swing.

Snapchat even has a filter for 420
A time warp bong.
Sometimes there are signs
I can’t make sense of, but
they tell me I’m on track.

I’m over it.
Over the fam.
Over the hostile people.
Open to my future
As I’m sitting here
in the company of my present and past

and

I’m getting over U.