Goldilocks And The F**k Up

‘You’re shivering, you’re trembling, it’s warm in here, come back in.’- AJR

I can’t come back
No, I won’t come back

But you will go back
You’re going to go back

Betrayal
on the lowest human level

Leaving me
For the people who abandoned me

Leaving me behind to sell some weapons and some pretty garden and picture perfect family like heaven

Do they love you
Or is it toleration?

Are you winning and they’re cheering?
Or are you drowning for admiration?

But then I get bitter and angry when I remember
Skeletal Faces in the window

You told me not to let go
Through the arched glasses I fall
No one cared at all
So then I passed those arms
And kept diving to the darkest deep
And finally eternally landed in love soft as sheep
You told me if I didn’t want to don’t let go
You matter to me
And isn’t all that matters, honey?
You went the extra mile
I thought maybe this could work
But my brain made my stomach lurch

Telling me it won’t last
And you’re gonna be crying on the bathroom floor, you sorry a*s

So I ran past
The best love
That never started
That I’d ever known

Goldilocks was alone
From the three bears
With one inbetween she loved the most
A runaway ghost
And her brain made her heart toast

How to cast it aside
When she was dipping down on the ride
But she looked up into those overarching blue eyes
And for once wished they were black winter skies
She finally shot her own shot
At the renegade he got
Blown out

And so she ran journeyed back home
Though she knew her cover was blown
She locked those six eyes
And apologized, cried for her lies
Forgiven her with a hug
And she was smiled at with that warm mug
She couldn’t leave the lilypad to have to spell it out

I get fireflies in my stomach when you’re around
And the weight of these emotions is keeping me down
Maybe we could share the love
Count the stars and clouds and scars above
We could stay in these town
I think we should stay
I’ve made my home this way

Lavender love
I think we should stay

Reviews

[Cyprian Van Dyke]

So much pain and raw emotion vents and vibes from this write, yet you never lose the touch of poetry in all of this, wonderfully explained and expressed Vertigo Cat. tyfs

[Vertigo Cat1111]

Thank you so, so much. I always appreciate it(:

[jacob erin-cilberto]

the bears might be the chosen family because sometimes our blood family betrays us.

And we want nothing to do with them, so we pick our own....something I have done.

j.

[Vertigo Cat1111]

Thank you so much! I appreciate it as always. (: