Brother

What happens when my brother makes me angry, and I act upon it..

Loving brother,
Hating brother,
Mad brother,
Sad brother,

I don't know what I must do,
To come to fully understanding you.

At times you are uplifting,
Inspiring,
Kind,
And thoughtful.

Other times you are a hating wretch,
A burden,
A plague,
And a prick.

All of the above is true,
I really don't know what I must do,
To come to fully understanding you.

You bring me up,
You push me down,
You let me in,
You push me away,

All and all, I'm lost,
But I know this much is true,

I really don't know what I must do,
To come to fully understanding you.

When we play games,
You laugh.
You joke,
And you seem like my best friend,

When one of us is pissy,
You yell,
You tell,
And I honestly feel like strangling you,

At times I hate you,
Others I don't,
At times I love you,
Others I certainly don't,

I don't think I will ever come to it,
And in my seemingly endless journey I find,
I will never come to fully understanding you

Loving brother,
Hating brother,
Mad brother,
Sad brother,

I said it before,
And I shall say it once more,

I will never know what I'll have to do,
To finally and fully understand you.