If I Killed Myself

More vent stuff

If I killed myself, I wonder

Would you even care?

Would you notice or disregard

Whether I was even there?

 

Would you cry for me,

Maybe shed a tear?

Or weep softly for yourself

And what we lost out of fear?

 

Or would you turn away,

Run some more, and hide inside

Feel any guilt at all

Or simply scoff and deride?

 

Would you start to hate me

For leaving you alone?

Would you even feel a thing,

Or be glad that I was gone?