Whenever, However

We all see our eyes. They are most beautiful to me in the morning light, yet the fractures of my stress do pervade this thing called sight. I see the white blood cells moving against the pale blue sky. Wondering why I need to feel this sort of listless pain, what's truly wrong with the rain? I've tried advancing, yet this slow dancing leads me nowhere but the sky, a place I cannot climb. Look inside? The Jungian man will claim that at 22, introspective and too high a level of indolence can be dangerous. See when it sits, it decays in us. Make a decision to elate and trust our symptoms are putting in effort toward the vision and the common goal of our cells. The goal of our Selves. Whenever I see the night sky, I'm reminded that we all die. Ecstasy escapes because I'm so busy asking why and trying to combine my animal nature with my divine and rake in the profits without being a goat. Eat the whole of it and choke. Whatever you believe is freedom is something which enslaves you eventually. Jump then, into the sea. Thank you for listening.