Not Enough

a flow of words that may or may not flow together.

Never good enough
I sit and I write
I just write
Let it all come out at once
See what happens
But some how its never good enough
The words arent intellegent enough
Or the grammar is wrong
Or the spelling
Its never good enough for anyone
Not even myself
Hurt
Thats how i feel when i realize these things
But then i say whatever
Who cares?
right?
Not really
Because i care
But who ever said i mattered?
No one
Thats who.
Its okay though
I can deal with it
But i really cant and it sucks
Everything is never anything to anyone
Not when i write it
Or speak it
Or scream it
Just something to be put into the background
Always pushed aside
Never noticed
But who the f**k cares?

I do

Author's Note

I will always have grammar problems.