Shredded

It slips
Shattering inside
I sit swinging my legs
A blank stare holds my face together
Voices every now and then drift to me
From where, i do not know
"hello?...can you hear me?"
Yes i can hear u
Now stop talking
"Ashley?...please baby say something."
I am saying something
Go away...please
They block my view with bright lights
They hurt my eyes but i cant blink
They all panic around me
They look like little ants that dont know what to do
Then there is me
I sit very still
My eyes do not stray
I feel fingers trying to pull my hands away
STOP IT!
Im screaming at them but my mouth doesn't move
I wonder why, soon the thought is chased from my mind
I do not feel the burning pain that is my body
I stop feeling everything including the fingers that feel as cold as death on my skin
I only stare at myself in the mirror
My vision no longer sees the people panicing, just me
My skin is red with a sticky liquid
But i don't mind
My face is torn apart, so is my body, even my clothes are torn around me
I finally move to look at my hands
I unclaw them from my skin
Under my nails i see dried blood, skin that was once alive and on me
I look back at my reflection and whisper at myself
"You deserved it."
People stop moving, frozen
They all stare at my reflection
Finally realizing what i've been staring at.

Author's Note

Again it might have grammar mistakes, im not the best when it comes to that.