We're just not meant to be

Singing to the songs we didn't know the words to, the only tears we shed were through laughter.

Why can't we go back to the way things were.

Is it that hard to look at me anymore? Why don't you want to be rescued from the tallest tower in your castle? Let me slay your inner demons, I know we can have our fairy tale ending.

If you're feeling cold I could give you my sweater, I would walk with you through it all, don't walk ahead me I'm afraid ill lose you, stay beside me where I know we could be together.

Who am I kidding I'm stuck in my daydream, I've completely lost you, it's true I guess there's no more us. We made a promise and went into this as one, but why I am standing here all alone when I know you're not gonna come back.

I'm torn apart, played darts with my heart. I'm having a train of thoughts but all I remember about isn't the warm hugs but the pointless fights that's broken us beyond repair, our love was beyond compare.

As I sit all by myself thinking of what we could've done different, 

Looking up thinking of how the stars that shine as bright as you. 

As every tear that falls, time stalls and I grow weak, life's final moments bleak, it wouldn't hurt as much as she hurt me, it won't last as long.

Am I twisted? As I slit my wrist ends, a shot of adrenaline, as much as it hurts I know it will soon end, as life recedes slowly, one last phone call wouldn't hurt would it? As my fingers twitch as I call her for the last time. As I linger on my final moments she picks up the phone and I hear her voice one last time i let go, my pain finally ends.

-NaNa