My Hearts With You

This is hard to explain, i love to much, when im not suppose to.

In my times of hurt

When the pain is way to true

I cry sad tears of sorrow

As i tear myself in two

I cry for days on end

Then force it back inside

Though I'm faking to the world

On the inside I have died

I have no strength to last

Can't try to function on

My heads a messed up place

My coping skills are gone

I can't keep the thoughts away

Unstable as I've been

Why try to fight it out?

When i know I'll never win

But it's you thats kept me going

You I'm fighting for

You may of thrown me in the water

But my heart stayed on the shore

So, I'm drowning in the least

If i havent gone away

But with you my heart is beating

So with you I'll always stay