Time To Say Goodbye

I wrote this today, it's really emotional and about a boy i love so much that its killing me to leave, but it's killing me to stay too......

I've wanted you forever

Dream't so many dreams

Whispered your name in prayers

Tear stained at the seams

Screamed your name in sobs

That tour me at the heart

Wrote your name in my blood

As I tour myself apart

So I know that I love you

But it's past time to leave

I thought that I could change you

But now it's to hard to believe......

That you'll ever love me

Or that I can make you stay

But still each night i'm on my knees

My head bowed as i pray

Though I can't hope for forever

It's way past time to wait

I've been sitting here for months

Love, we know it's way to late

So I let you go in blood

Wrote your name in tears

Baby, it's goodbye....

No more staying here in fear