A Dark Feeling

There are dark clouds in my head, i am completely lost, when you think you understand it, it will be swept away...

The feeling spirals inward to your core... To the center of your mind were it makes you question everything you thought you knew... It is there to stay and haunt you until it drives you mad and makes you feel like nothing. Makes you feel meaningless and seems to even take away your soul. You will feel dead, and it will leave you empty and alone. You will have more time in your head than you will ever of wanted and you WILL NOT figure anything close to what you had hoped... It will not simply come to you and THERE IS NO ANSWER. It is far more complicated than words. Far more complicated than I will ever understand...