Never Again

I want to cry

I want to laugh,

 

I can’t believe I did this,

I can’t believe this can happen to me.

 

How could I have fallen in love?

When all I ever was

All I ever will be is

Broken

And faded away?

 

How could I have believed?

When all I’ve ever been was

A expertise liar?

 

How could I have given all my time?

How could I have trusted?

How could I have opened myself to you?

 How? When I knew what you’d do?

 

There’s no clear answer, 

But I do intend

To prevent it from ever happening again…