When a Suicide Note is All You Have Left

This thought invades my brain

I want to end the pain

I want to end the anger.

 

No one understands

Who I am and who I want to be,

No one sees past the charade

That is my life.

A disregarded and unkept charade.

 

I live a lie,

I show happiness.

I hide every and any emotion.

 

Don’t want to get hurt ...

 

How can I share?

When I myself don’t understand

This cluttered mind…

 

I glimpse an answer,

I begin to write the note...

 

This thought invades my brain again,

Ending all the confusion

Seems to be the clearest answer

 

But I begin to think,

And the confusion plagues me again

 

But it’s a new day,

A time for a new charade.

 

The never"ending cycle

I hope I can last,

Last long enough,

To have something worth writing

On that note…

When a suicide note is all I have left

Reviews

[NeonWolves]

Beautiful. Like all your other work, I love all of it!!