Lunatic Fringe

80's song from Red Rider, and this is what came out

Rules are meant to be broken
My heart makes mistakes, my blood fills me, my brain hardware
To sustain is to help
To walk away is death

I can feel the dark hands searching for something to cling to
And just pull down ever so hard into the abyss.
I'm not a deliverer, I'm not a defender, forget what you know
I'm just a man whose destiny has been switched to autopilot.

I saved hims hers and thems, I am not a good samaritan, Why medals?
Morals are a way of telling jokes on the battlefield
I have doubts, still to this day
Knowing my hands had the blood of innocence on them.