Epilepsy.A Poem by C.A PhippsOkay, so this piece of writing I wrote to accompany my final art exam detailing how frightening it is to live with epilepsy like I do. Just spreading awareness so please don't hate guys!Epilepsy. Patience is the virtue of the damned butterfly, he is a
fallen creature he is the dangerous maddened fool. He coasts through the hush,
riding upon the flesh of the expectant woman. He crawls for his salvation, the
once glorious dust of his wing shed lingering is his poisonous peppering. Upon
birth the parasitic creature closes his overcast frame over the yet tabula
brain of the infant. For years the butterfly is alone in his plight, locked
within a fortress of bone and flesh. But his master comes and alights in the
butterfly his perverse excitement, his tremulous wings. The monster is come and the apocalypse is raging. He rises
in the form of the dark dog, his lidless yolks of blazing hell fire fixes his
victims and seeks their denominator. His touch is silence torn asunder, his
sawing breath is the wails of those souls he has snared and his voice is too
terrible to bear. He reveals himself only to one, his chosen darling to whom he
whispers sweet terrors. The dark dog entwines his fetid talons of barbed bone into
the sublime violet webs of complexity and he tugs his marionette. He twitches
each strand to his own chaotic inflection and runs a claw across the throat,
softly softly as the youth of electric poppies bubbles forth. Roll back iris
bloom of grey and give way to the terrible cloud of white, veiled beneath the
fluttering of licentious lashes. Give me the chemicals to keep him at bay, lace me with
savage dope. Wire me high and bring on the sensational delirium. Else I’ll find
the means on my own, I will swallow and slash or whatever it may take. I will
puncture and bruise every swollen lode and I will swallow blind every last
sweet. I will wear this like a crown and I will declare my agonising victory
for I was the one to keep him away. For he is the black dog. He is the pale horse. He is the serpent with the impossible jaws. He is the red faced man. He is the undestroyed. He is epilepsy.
- Claire Phipps. © 2014 C.A PhippsAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorC.A PhippsCardiff, Wales, United KingdomAboutHello, I'm Claire and I'm 19 and a Special FX student. I never join writing sights because I didn't ever want to show people my writing, but as I'm getting older and want to become an author then I ou.. more..Writing
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