Back to Before

It never should have come to this,

but i'd give anything just to go back.

 

Back to before, when I knew nothing

of the pain loss can bring.

 

She was gone, and I didn't understand

But I still had you, to hold me.

 

I should have known,

It couldn't last forever.

Should have been more appreciative.

For to have someone there,

is the greatest gift of all.

 

You left then, too

In tears and unanswered questions.

 

Lonely nights, cold.

Naive.

Young.

 

I want to go back.

Back to before.