Happiness - Riches, Love or Family

Money may seem like it can horbor happiness only when you are too poor too enjoy the free things in life. And when you have struck happiness like a gold miner nothing else matters. The burden of others aren't existent, neither are the worries of bills or everyday expenses.
I tried to life life as through,feeling the sun lick my skin and the wind lightly careless my neck until I was reminded of my life. My life, grounded without any cent to my name and void of anyone. I am empty as a person. Should I ask out alcohol, or a sea worthy enough to swallow me whole? Or indulge in innocuous acts, relapse or wander like the nomad I am?
I sit here, drunk, sad and alone, writing because the notes a I write doesn't have judge me like a human being.