![]() Introductions, If You Please.A Chapter by LoveBetweenLinesTristan Being alone has its advantages. You can’t lose Someone You care about. No need to pray to God, And ask Him to, Please, Help. When you’re alone, There’s no one to Save Before yourself. I like being alone. It’s just Me, Completely content. Lexi Blog #38 Mom’s at it again. I can’t seem to catch a break. At least when dad was around, things weren’t so bad. Long sleeves hid the bruises. Knee-high socks did the trick. No one wondered. Or, at least, no one cared. I’m sure I’m not the only one with deep secrets that softly pulse under the radar. I don’t blame anyone. Except my mom, of course. She’s the monster. One you see in your dreams until you wake up and pray that it wasn’t real. It’s real for me. Roan ‘Just try it.’ Aren’t those the words every poor sucker hears before they do something stupid? ‘It’s not so bad.’ Right. I’m sure that it’s really not so bad. I’m certain you’re telling the truth. ‘It won’t hurt you.’ Not outwardly- not at first. And it’s true. It never does. Not at the beginning. ‘One time, just one.’ Trust me, that’s a lie. It hooks on to you like an eagle that ensnares a rabbit. ‘You can’t get addicted.’ What a bunch of crap. You can. You will. Stop while you’re ahead. Almost. It’s been almost a year. The last time seems so long ago. It’s been such a long time. Hard to believe it ever happened, really. I’m rather proud of myself… of my strength. Because the stretch of time is so long. I haven’t felt the urge For almost a year. Almost. Adam People watching. It’s only when you go Out Of your way that the really Interesting freaks are seen. During bio, Right smack in early hours Of The morning, the best weirdoes Trickle onto the streets of I sit at the window, All the way at the back of The Bio room, and I Lose myself in those nut-jobs. All because I sit at the back by the window, my desk tucked right beside the Closet. So no one notices me,
And I feel better about myself. Or not. Mellanie Blonde. That’s me. Rich. That’s me. Popular. That’s me. Beautiful. That’s me. Happy. Not so much. © 2011 LoveBetweenLines |
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Added on June 1, 2011 Last Updated on June 1, 2011 Author![]() LoveBetweenLinesToronto, CanadaAboutIt's little old (er, 18 year old) me, with not much to say. I'm sure, like most people who write, my talent has gone by undiscovered by almost everyone. Only my closest friend and sister have ever rea.. more..Writing
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