I Fell Before I Knew

I fell for you

Long before I knew

The truth of your words

All you meant was to hurt

Started out great

Talking, joking everyday

But then the conversations 

Quickly led to a place

Reserved for the bed

I played along 

All the while holding my head 

Wringing my hands in fear

What if someone should overhear?

But I wanted to keep you by my side

And if that's what I had to do 

I'd do it smiling all the while

But reality began to set in

You stopped picking up your phone

And I began to be controlled by a blind panic

Every time I called I was scared another woman would answer

And half the time it was a disaster

I soon began to realize

That all you wanted was to fulfill your base desire

The demand for pictures increased 

You said you wanted to try every position

I felt like puking at your attempts to seduce me

Which felt a lot more like attempts to reduce me

I kept up with your increasing demand

And put this pen in my hand

So now the world will know your wrongs

And know that I just played along

Author's Note

Not really sure what rating to put sooo.....

Reviews

[Frieda P]

Sounds as though you were being manipulated all along here C. E., good thing to use common sense even when I the heart is racing....!

[C.E.Grey]

Ah so true. Thanks for the review :)