Crying, WonderingA Poem by Christina May ShanabergLife!Crying, Wondering
I sit here crying and wondering What was my life about; Seems existence was screaming The words I couldn't shout.
Inside, I look out upon The world which I, once, fled And know that to move on You must walk amongst the dead.
My eyes cry for my history That, only in part, I have known; My world has been a mystery Of things I've not been shown.
I can, only, give to my children What I can, now, remember And hope they find peace within To know that I, they, feel familiar.
Walk with those who have died; Understand whom you are inside; Being part of all that never died, Making them alive whom, also, cried .
Our AncestryA Story by Susie Q "Memories of Days Gone By"
On this sad day of reflection,when a horrible event happened to so many families, it changed their family history and the history of our country. It brings to my mind why I am so grateful to computer technology to be able to bring my own family history more than hundred years ago for me to share with my children and future generations. Just to be able to research our family history is an awsome thing that I never even imagined. Some things are very sad and some happy but there are things we may have never thought some of our family might do. We may have heard over the years about a grandfather and his family and that he was a blacksmith on the railroad so many years ago but then found out that his father was a blacksmith. There was a great-grandfather on the other side that was a blacksmith. To be able to look up the history, a place in another state where one of our parents lived long ago. To find one of the settlers in that place was the father to a special lady that married an uncle. To find that my dads half brother died at age 20, leaving a wife and three month old baby after a horrific accident where he worked and to learn his own father died just 20 years before. His mother would have been a widow in her early twenties when he was just a baby, leaving her with him and his three year old brother to raise. She remarried years later and was the mother to my father and his siblings, my grandmother. A great-grandmother and her brother died the same day in different places. I probably have been told of some family history but when I was a child and over many years we forget. With the help of the U.S. Federal Census, information from a library in an ancestors hometown or obituary we can find so much information. It is so rewarding to find out about our ancestors. If you might be interested there is a program on TV "Who Do You Think You Are" and it tells stories of celebrities searching for their ancesters. Another program worth watching if it is shown in your area called "History Detectives." © 2011 Susie Q
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Added on October 6, 2011Last Updated on November 27, 2011 Tags: Wondering, Life, Family History, Geneology AuthorChristina May ShanabergMount Vernon, OHAboutI am a former member of North Shore Writers' Guild in Willoughby OH. I have had numerous poems published and letters. I am, currently, working on a screen play that I hope will interest my cousin-in.. more..Writing
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