I sit in my parent’s car; they are driving
me to my job placement for my IT class. When we got the call. My mother
answered the phone, it was my nana, and she was telling my mother that she
needed to be at the hospital right at that moment. I knew what this meant, he
was dying. My grandfather, the only man I could trust, the man that was there
for me from when I was born, the man that protected me from my fears. Mum and
dad looked at me as I told them to screw my placement and go to the hospital. My
step dad was driving as fast as he possibly could, until we got stopped at the
red light right across from the hospital. My stepfather got a phone call while
we were waiting impatiently for the lights to change. From what he heard from
my nana must of startled him, But what I drastically noticed was his body
language. He had tensed and turned back
to me with bloodshot eyes. I knew then he was gone; I broke down into
unstoppable tears asking why couldn’t he wait for us to say our goodbyes? We
were right across from him! By the time
we got to his room I was hysterical and so was my mother. I remember the nurses
looking at us sadly while we rushed to my nana, they knew how much pain he was
in and now they knew he was at peace now. I was told as we reached his room
that I should not see his body as it could cause some type of grievous reaction.
But I ignored everyone I wanted to see him; I wanted to comfort my nana. But
what I saw was terrifying, his mouth off to the side, like he was gasping for
air but not getting any. It was all distorted and his eyes wide open, looking
directly at the roof of his room. I broke down there and then, I couldn’t touch
him he looked so scary and so gone, I didn’t know how to react. I got told to
sit outside but I couldn’t leave him. I
couldn’t let him be alone, so I walked over to him and slowly placed my hand on
his forehead. What I noticed was that he was warm and I remember hoping that he
was playing a sick joke on us, but then I realized that he really was gone. I
would never hear his voice again, I wont hear him yelling at my brother for
being stupid, no he was gone on The 25th of June 2009. My
grandfather told me before he died that the good always die first and I guess
he was right. He was my first close loved one to die.