Funny thing about love...

Here I sit trying to put how I feel about you into words on a computer.

But I'm troubled, I can't seem to write it out.

How can you? How can you write about love in a simple form?

There isn't one, there isn't a simple way to write the feeling in your stomach when your eyes meet, or the high you get when you kiss.

There is no simple way.

Love isn't simple, Love is one of the most complex things all humans come in contact with.

Love can be one of the most beautiful things, it can make your heart beat so hard it feels like your chest will explode, it can make you do things you always stood against, it can make you happier than you have ever been.

But, like everything else..

Love can be one of the most toxic things as well. It can leave you awake at 3 A.M crying clutching your chest. It can leave you empty and wondering why you ever fell in love with someone who you entrusted to take care of your heart, but instead destroyed it .

It can make you sadder than you have ever been.

But life is about chances, you only get one right?

You are going to experience toxic love, at least once.

And if you haven't and if you have found the love of your life.

Then my god, you are lucky and I'm happy for you. 

But if you dealt with the 3 A.M crying, the broken heart that feels like it will never heal, this is for you.

Never give up trying to find the right person, there is someone out there for you. It could take years to find, you have to be patient, and as a teenager writing this I know how it feels to want to be loved. 

Patience is a virtue. 

and always know... No one can love you nearly as much as you can love yourself.