MY SHAME

MY FEELING OF BEING ALONE

NOTHING TO GAIN

BUT EVEYTHING TO LOSE

I HAVE LOST ALL BUT MYSELF

YET FOR HOW LONG WILL THAT REMAIN I KNOW NOT,

IM FILLED WITH PAIN, AND SHAME

OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH FOR THOSE I LOVE

DESERVE NONE OF WHICH I'VE LEARNED TO BE LOST

 

IM DROWNING IN MY EVER GROWING GUILT

OF WHAT WAS ONCE AND COULD HAVE BEEN

GIVE A DAMN AND TELL ME YOU'LL GIVE ME YOUR LIFE

BETTER YET TELL ME "YOU LOVE ME LONG TIME"

I MAKE NO SENSE FROM MY RANDOMNESS

ALL I KNOW IS IM ECHOING OUT THE SHAME AND PAIN

THAT FILL ME IN EVERYWAY....

IF ONLY I KNEW A LIFE OF NO PAIN

OR SHAME

KILL MY NAME

AND MY HATE....

THE SHAME