My Life

" pain without love"

means no gain at all

 it's all I know

but it's not what I long for the most

I don't feel sorry

nor do I regret

I don't feel a thing

this reflects my day to day

 

I enjoy the intoxicated

" I love you" says the inebriated

no you don't only through an Armaretto glass

 

she's sober again

" get up and clean you Little B***h!!"

yes ma'am

 

I keep wishing for better

" I wish we had a better daughter more like _______!"

you wish to

 

This is stupid

" Your not my daughter"

I never was

 

I was the 'B***h'

who cleaned and put up with your s**t

 

the one who no longer believes in dreams

for they were shattered in front of me.