Signed In Blood ( The Dashed Line)

The blade runs through

and the blood seeps

crying tears of remorse

that she couldn't make herself

 

It makes her reality

more real

for she feels out of body

 

A cold chill

a complete emptiness

her only friends

 

But one is not enough

she needs more

now she is beyond return

beyond repair

 

She doesn't care

her thoughts run

slow like slush

but steady like a river

 

She debates with herself

take away or remain

it doesn't matter anyway

 

The addiction is back

along with the emotion

phase or sickness?

does it matter?

 

It's better than drugs

as the pain

courses through her veins

 

She craves for more

inflict galore

making the nightmare easier to bear

 

Oh mommy, daddy

can't you see what you did

all you said was she was and idiot

moronic, ugly, and stupid

look she believes it

you stained, tainted, bruised, and hurt

 

so she's just finishing

your work

 

Might as well

have your pain all at once

 

she doesn't care

whether she is here or there

 

stinging and streaming

the addiction reddening

you really did it now

she has no heart

nor a soul

 

they're gone

signed over in blood

 

she's sick more than anyone knows

more sick than anyone cares

sh'es done fighting and living

waiting for her day of dying

by the thing that grows inside

 

She'll leave this hell with no goodbye

Honestly "f**k my life"

no sick person should live like this

and regret it

 

so mother, father

are you proud now

your daughter is dead

and your favorite son is all thats left

 

She'd rather die than live

through this s**t Hol-

ly Mary Mother of G-d

screw you and them all

For G-d doesn't give a rats a*s at all

 

If he had

than she wouldnt be suffering

like this

nor should anyone else

So she'll sign the dotted line

with her blood

on her right hand

 

And when people look

at the date of birth and death

the dashed line between

 

They'll think "so young"

she'll say " to long"

though the line is short and straight

it doesn't demonstrate

half of her pain

the enitre time

no it doesn't that line

that sits between death and life

the short line

where her signature is signed

 

Reviews

[Thug Life]

wow this was.. amazin! i am speechless i could actually picture the girl goin thru it and committin suicide. damn you painted a perfect picture hurr! amazin piece!

[Brjden (Bridge-Den) Cre..]

I can't begin to tell you how much this pains me! My eyes are literally on the verge of crying. Olivia, my entire heart goes out to you, and this was such an expression. Written so well that I want to keep reading it over and over, but so filled with pain, that I don't think that I can.......