Pointless fight

I'm fighting against the demons in my head 

This fight won't stop and I'm tired of fighting

I'm slowly giving up and letting the demons take control

I don't see the point of fighting anymore 

The demons were going to win anyway so there's no point in trying

Maybe it won't be too bad 

I want it to I'm so tired of everything 

No one will know about the fight or who won 

The demons will tear me up in silence 

I'll hold back my urge to cry when people are around 

Every few weeks I'll explode in tears for holding it back for too long 

There will be nights where I would want to end it all but I can't

Sometimes the demons will torture me with false hope 

Make me think I'm free once again just to be pulled back down 

My demons truly love giving me false hope