Missing you

A Poem by Chrissy BC

All I want is to feel the warmth of your hugs once again

The hugs that made the sad days easier

The hugs that made me so happy to be able to get

I miss the day where things might seem to be falling apart with you it felt like i could stand once more

I want those hugs back but I'm too scared ask for them

Now the thought of those hugs just make sad

Yet a part of me still thinks of them even though it hurts

Why does my mind do this to me?

I knows I can't have those hugs any many more yet I still think of them

This make me hate the silence more

In those moment all my mind does is think of those hugs and you

Sometime music can't help me

I try to drown my thought with music but fail

I know I should let you go but I can't

My heart and mind won't let go though they know that it's hurting me

I want the warmth that you gave me the warmth that can't escape my mind that makes me miss you do miss me

I think of stories where you're mine again but it hurts knowing that those are only stories

It hurts knowing that I can create as many stories as I want but they'll never be true

I wonder do you miss me

Do you ever wish we could be like we were before?

The times when we looked at each other with so much love

Now I don't know how you feel towards me

My heart still loves you but I wonder what your heart thinks of me

I wonder what goes through your head when you see

When I see you I'm brought back to our past but what do you see

I wonder has your heart moved move on

Have you founded someone to replace me

Does she make you happy?

Has our love really come to an end?

Is it really time to let you go

What if I can't let you go what should I do

© 2020 Chrissy BC

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JamesTleBourn

I gotta say... I feel like I can (sort of) understand what you're coming from. Although I do not miss hugs from a breakup, social distancing and quarantine doesn't help. Your poems beautifully emulates how I feel, I'm so glad I read this! Great writing, Chrissy! Stay safe!

James