The Agony

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I cried small tears and with every word I read was just heartache slipping it way through the creaks of my soul burning it from the inside while I showed no emotion on the outside the burning want deeper with every time I hoped things would get better.
It was just my self conscious playing tricks on me again it saying with hope things will become new again it was all lied every bit of it.
And I become angry with myself for letting my mind play these games again. The throught of me moving on made me sick like a burning feeling in my chest and stomach.
But what if this was my only way to get out to feel this burning feeling in myself for just a while was it better then the heartache I felt everyday the numb feeling and the cold emotionless face.