A Reason to Live

Recently I have been troubled by a lot of problems and had a lot of time to think to myself is there even a reason for me to live? I thought about my family and friends and about my future.

A reason to live....

there is none for me...

i who have been disgraced by my family

wouldn't it have been better if I just died?

Why must they let me live this way

even though they hate me so much

they should just kill me

better yet abandon me in a desserted place

I think it's better to die

my friends said they should be the reason

but I have been betrayed so many times

why must I entrust my heart to them

i just want to end it all

it's better to end my endless suffering

this life I have lived full of misery

Author's Note

Please tell me what you think about the poem.... I know it has a very dark meaning I just wrote what I feel... so yea