Wish

You were always the one
The only one I chose
The one I'd drop to my knees for
the one who makes my heart race
You're the one I can never have
The one that got away
My one regret
My biggest mistake
I let go of your hand
I should've tried harder
I should've worked harder to control my anger
I miss your arms wrapped around me at night
I miss your scent that covered my sheets
I miss gazing into those perfect eyes
I miss that perfect smile
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I fucked up
I'm trying my hardest to be better
All I want to do is love you forever
I want your heart
Your trust
I want to be your everything
You're so amazing I don't even deserve you
I don't deserve such a great girl like you
I'll always love you even when my life is cut short