third person

He's sick

no where to go

self medicated

he cuts he loads

these hollow tips

his mind will explode

when she's there

he's happy

but alone in darkness

shadows from his past hunt him

their voices cry out

trapped in the memories

what's real

what's real

as he screams out

her voice comes out from the shadows

this darkness turns to light

the voices fade

she's here again

she saved him from himself

without her he is nothing

she grabs his hand

she takes his bullets

9 years of saving

12 years of saving

the two that should've taken his life

he can't express how great full he is

this rage he has

is the built up of everything he has to hide

15 years of abuse

15 years of back stabbing friends

20 years of hiding the pain

22 years of suicidal thoughts

10 years of s****y girlfriends who claimed to love him

10 years of getting walked on

10 years of getting screwed over by the ones who say they loved him

26 years of trying to get by

but finally she walked into his life

they danced they cried

they kissed they hugged

they dated they broke up

it was his fault

he should've been better

he was scared

scared how great she was

he's trying so hard

he's trying to be the man she once knew

he added six new cuts

he wanted to go deeper

he wanted to open the vein

he's terrified she will leave for good this time

he promised her so much