My suicide

Thoughts of suicide flood my mind

Gun in hand

Round in the chamber

wanting to go

but I just can't pull the trigger

I must pull this trigger

this bullet I've been saving for 9 years

this is the one that will kill me

this is the one that'll take me to the stars

I will wait for a lifetime to be with you

please never forget me

Lock up my room

keep it the way it is

Let the room fill with dust

never open it

It'll feel like I never left

I never leave this room

Incase me in glass

leave me in my bed

I love you all