journal entry 13 new edition to the family

So today I adopted the sweetest puppy in the world, she's only 5 months old. The first bit I brought her home she was bouncing everywhere and I took her to my room.  She was so playful and I went to lay down and she just want over got up under my arm and looked at me and fell asleep.  My heart just melted away.  Sent a few pictures to my girlfriend and I think she will just fall in love when she sees her. I told her she was ours and I think that made her heart melt, she's out of town right now seeing family so when she gets back and I see her on Thursday she'll get to meet Alice.  I can't wait for Kelsey to be able to stay the night again so she can get used to having her in bed with us.  I am trying to get Alice used to sleeping with me and on the doggy bed I have.  I feel less alone now when Kelsey isn't here or when I am unable to talk to her.  When my anxiety gets bad I now have something I can just pet so I am hoping this will be a better substitute than the pills everyone keeps telling me I need to be on.  My friend gave me the number to her doctor and said I should get their insurance and they would help me get Xanax and like 20 other types of pills to help me sleep and get by with daily life and I was like f**k that.  Plus my girl would never allow me to be on pills especially that many for that matter.  This is a much healthier way to get through my daily life.  I really can't wait for her to meet our new addition to the family.  I love my girls and they will be in my life forever.  They say you will only have 2 great loves in your life. Your girlfriend/wife and your mom.  Well now I can say I have 3. My girl, my mum and my puppy.  It's been raining most the day and I hope my girl has a safe ride back from where she is at. I hope her whole family stays safe. Well I am off to go and play with my new pup.