Journel entry 9

Yesterday my girlfriend sent me some of her pictures she took.  She looked drop dead beautiful.  There was this one I love the most and she was in this blue dress.  I was walking to show my boss and I about walked into a fridge at work plus a wall.  Nothing like almost walking into something cause your girlfriends pictures are so stunning that you about walk into some type of object.  I am going to see if she will wear that dress when we go on our date Monday.  She seemed mad at me or something I am not all the way sure. Anyways so I picked this one place that has sushi since she said she liked it.  I am missing her scent and her warm hugs her warm hand in mine, missing everything about her.   I have been eating a lot of food lately I know she's happy about that and I am not happy at the fact my body keeps craving food, food, food non stop.  It could be because I have been doing other things to keep myself from dipping.  I get aggravated easier when I go long periods of time without it.  I am currently in a poem writing mood I think I am just gonna go write some poems or maybe take a nap I don't know.  Can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait till school starts.  I want to get my degree and have a real job with real pay not this s****y 8.50 an hour which isn't even enough to barley afford living in Austin without a roommate.  I really don't want one of those unless it's with my girlfriend.  I've had roommates and 90% of the time it was a pretty horrible.  Anyways I am gonna go write some poems.