Journel entry 7.5 my girlfriend

So she put her first name and my last name together.  I am about to break down and cry because I love her that much. Seeing her put that made me blush and tear up so fast.  One day I do want to marry this girl,  I want to come home and her be there waiting for me asking me about my day.  I go in and take a shower come out and fix dinner and we just lay on the couch curled up under the blankets with a movie going but we aren't watching it but staring deeply into each others eyes falling in love again like the day we first met.  She was looking at me and I looked up and saw her, god was I nervous when she was talking to me, most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on and she's talking to me? How did I get so lucky to have this girl in my life? Like seriously this girl couldn't be more perfect, I hope she stays in my life forever. I can't see myself ever wanting to leave her.  Yea I said some stupid s**t before but me being mad I never mean what I say.  I cannot begin to tell you how much I have prayed and asked for god to send me someone who will love me and treat me the way I should be treated.  I love spoiling her she's my little princess.  So she has to sometimes stand on her toes to kiss me and it is the most adorable thing ever and it makes me smile every time she does it.  We couldn't be more perfect for each other.  Thinking about it she would look hella sexy in a wedding dress damn would she look good.  When you propose to a girl you have your friends and family around but I would do it just the two of us.  Fix up some dinner put everything in a basket take it to the first spot I took her which was at Avery ranch golf course when we looked up at the stars. I'd pull out a candle and light it pull out the food, we'd eat look at the stars I'd be so nervous and than I'd get on one knee and ask her to be my wife.  I want that night to be the most magical most special night of her life.