Journel entry 3.5

I keep thinking about my girlfriend.  She is constantly running through my mind right now, I keep thinking about how much pain she's in and there's nothing I can do. All I want to do is just wrap my arms around her put on starset and fall asleep with her. I've been listening to this one song non stop called The Oath by Caliban.  As emo as this will sound I would rip my heart right now out of my chest to give it to her just to show her it beats fueled by her love.  D****t I love that girl more than I love anything else.  I miss her so much right now I love you baby I love you I love you I love you. I'm sorry for all the bad things I have done I'm sorry for any hurtful things I have said.  You are my one and only.  I don't know how to tell you how much I love you, I miss you every single day we are apart.  I haven't seen her in awhile and it breaks my heart, just a glimpse of a smile her eyes interlocking with mine would make my day.  I've never onced loved someone as much as I love her. We kissed in the rain I really hope to do that again.  I saved that one for someone I truly love and that love is her.  When I'm with her I always wonder what she's thinking.  I want my angel she's the only person who can make everything okay.  I hope you're okay, know that I am here every step of the way.  I put my ring on just to feel closer to her, gonna try and sleep it's almost 3am.