Last night and today

March 19th and 20th 2014

So last night I smoked a cigarette for the first time in a long time and well that was a mistake. On top of that I went out with an old friend of mine from high school haven't seen her in forever. We had lots of fun. Drank played darts met a nice couple had a few drinks with them. So we are getting ready to go home and this guy try to pick up this girl who's had one to many and you could tell that she didn't want to go home with this random dude. So my friend stepped in. And this is where I flipped out. He got into her face and I pulled out my hand gun this guy just wouldn't leave things alone. So she stood in front of me and took my piece. She also made me hold her hand so that I wouldn't go for his jugular. I have a problem with guys trying to get with females who are drunk and dudes who get into my friends faces. Maybe I flipped out when I didn't have to and I had been drinking. But that's not really a good excuse for my actions but no one got hurt and we got home safely. She had told me to chill a few times but me and chilling that's not something that I do when people start stuff. So for the last hour of writing this I've been at a church thing to Learn and things are making me think that maybe I need to quit drinking and hanging out with people who drink. Idk maybe I should quit drinking and everything and focus on what is more important.