What do i do?

This was one of the more coherent poems I wrote about my grandfather's death last october

I miss you

I never knew you

I love you

everyone hates you

you've made mistakes

you can not fix

what am I supposed to believe

you left us it's true

but can I really hate you?

no

no one wrote to you

no one honored you

maybe they never wanted you

but I do

please watch over me

let me know you see

I miss you

I love you

I'm with you

forever

upon ever