Once Upon A Time

btw this is true...and i feel sick right now

I'm tired of saying no

I'm tired of saying I won't show.

 

Everyone asks

And I turn them all down.

 

Everytime I do

I feel like a clown.

 

They all show for me

They all turn me on.

 

I feel so bad

When I have to say no.

 

I feel so bad

That I won't show.

 

So now as I slip the shirt over my head

I think to time I was so innocent.

 

There once was a time

Where I would never do this.

Author's Note

I'm aware this isn't my best, but i had to write about it due to the guilt eating at me. i did this a couple days ago and the guilt is finally seeping in...I wish i was still innocent as a child.... "believeing in everything and knowing nothing at all" -field of innocence- evanescence

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This is a good poem. I feel like this quite frequently. This was a good write. Thanks for sharing. :)

[Elizabeth]

awww... :( so sad. this writing is aaaammmaaaazzzziiiiiinnnnggg, but now i feel so bad for you! be strong girl!